Jose Prieto
English 165AK
Ms. Erpelo
Last Essay
May 24, 2007
Filipino
Life, Struggle, and Success
Living
in America for many Americans is already tough economically; therefore life for
undocumented individuals, such as Filipinos, is guaranteed to be even more
difficult. Not only does an immigrant have to come from another country, but
they have to get accustomed to a different way of living. They have to be
accustomed to the language, and way of life. Interviewing Ester Baldovino for
my English 165AK class was of amazement to me. Being of Mexican descent, I
would have never thought that other races besides African Americans and
Mexicans would have gone through racist discrimination. English 165AK with Liza
Erpelo has taught me many things about the Filipino History and struggles. Not
only did I learn that Filipinos went through discrimination, but I also learned
about their history and their struggles of being invaded by Spain and sold to
the United States. When I had to interview Ester Baldovino I never realized the
new things I would learn about being a Filipino during the time Marshal Law was
declared by the president of the Philippines, Ferdinand Marcos. This is why I
thank Ester’s niece, Cynthia Esquieres, who I have known for about two years
now. Cynthia was the reason I could interview Ester, but also was the reason as
to how I perceived her family. Looking at what they owned I assumed that her
aunt had a high paying professional career. Cynthia lives with Ester, her
parents, and her brother who is younger. They own cars, travel, and they live
in their own home. With all these things in mind I came into the Interview
expecting to hear that Ester came to America because the United States needed
another nurse from the Philippines. Instead I got a very interesting story that
left me ecstatic. Not only did she speak to me about why she came to America, but
she spoke to me about her beliefs of America. The interview I conducted not
only taught me new things, but it expanded my knowledge about the Filipino
struggle. Ester was forced to leave her home in the Philippines and came to the
United States. Ester Baldovino, one of many foreigners, migrated from the
Philippines to overcome a new way of life for the “American Dream”.
Personally
I had never interviewed someone before Ester Baldovino. I was having a little
trouble finding someone to interview for this project. After a long search,
Cynthia helped me by asking her aunt if I could interview her. If it wasn’t for
Cynthia’s help I would not have had someone to interview for this project. At
first I was supposed to interview her mom, but she was always busy so plans
changed and Ester accepted the interview. The interview was made at Ester’s
house. We sat in the living room, which was quiet and comfortable. To prepare
myself for the interview I made questions and practiced them so it would look
like I knew what I was doing. I was a little nervous at first, but as the
interview continued, Ester made the interview easy for me. I realized that some
questions I did not need to ask because some of her answers answered two of my
questions beforehand. Since Ester was giving me a lot of information I had a
chance to think of more questions I could ask her. Sometimes I would think of
the next question and her story would lead to answering the question I had in
mind. The interview ran well and I got the information I needed for my project.
Ester
Baldovino was born February 14, 1948 in Lucban, Quezon. She has three brothers
and one sister. Ester lived in the Philippines with no plans of ever leaving
her home. She worked as an auditor in the Philippines. Around 1971, a year
before Ferdinand Marcos had declared Marshal Law, Ester was forced to leave
Lucban, Quezon. Ester did not want to give me full details, but she told me why
she left. Ester had found out her manager was stealing money and reported
her. Ester did not know that her manager
was well connected with some bad people. Ester’s life was soon threatened by
one of the bad guys. She told me that a man had came into her office one day
and the man pulled a gun out and set it on the table pointing towards her. They
spoke for a little while and then the man left her office. Ester told her
friends, but she never told her parents what happened that day. Her friends
feared that the man would hurt Ester and her family so they saved money for
Ester to go to America. Ester applied for a visa even though she had no
interest in coming to America. She waited two years with no expectations of
ever getting approved. After waiting a long time she was finally approved for
her visa. Ester caught an airplane to Chicago, Illinois and lived with some
relatives living there. She got a job as an accountant and worked for a couple
years. She told me that getting a job was an easy process for her. She was
interviewed over the phone and had to come in for a quick test. When they found
out she knew what she was doing she was hired on the spot. She eventually
brought her brothers and sisters from the Philippines so they can work in the
United States as well. Ester later moved to San Bruno, California because of a
better job offer she received. She works as an Accountant and her brothers and
sister got good jobs as well. One brother became a Doctor, one an Accountant, one
a Postal worker, and her sister works for United Airlines. I had asked Ester
what she wanted her profession to be when she was younger. She told me she
wanted to be an Artist. I asked her why she became an accountant instead of an
artist and she told me a funny belief her father had. She had said her father
told her that if you are an Artist that you will die with your eyes open, but
if she was an Accountant she would be counting a lot of money. She then said
she believed what her father said, but her father never told her she would be
counting other peoples money. We had a good time with the interview because of
the stories she had and how they relate to the books we read in class as well.
Though she did not go through discrimination or racist acts she still had to
immigrate to another country and start a new life. Her story relates to many
immigrants who also did the same.
I had
made Ester questions during the interview that brought my attention towards
parts of Yen le Espritu’s book “Home Bound”. I asked Ester “What was your view
About America when you still lived in the Philippines” she said, “Everybody who
was coming from the United States was saying that the streets in America are
painted in gold and that money grows on trees”. This answer made me think of
the Immigrant belief of America. It is the belief of one person who has never
traveled to the United States. In Home Bound Nicholas Azores, an Immigrant says
“Because of the American Influence, everything American was considered to be
the best. It’s like if you made it to America, you were in heaven, and
certainly that was prevalent in my family because of my sister sending Sears
& Roebuck catalogs, money, packages, and stuff, and just the smell of
things makes us want to come to America badly”(Espiritu 23). This reminds me of
the reason why my father came to America. Though we are not Filipino, I came to
learn that everyone wants to live a “better life”. Everyone who has lived in
another country wants to go to one that is perceived to be “better”. The reason
I quoted “better life” and “better” is because when I had interviewed my father
why he crossed the border to get to California, he said in Spanish “In Mexico
there is no future and the United States is ‘better’ in making a future for
people. It also helps people have a ‘better life’ economically, working hard is
what gets you far and America has a lot of work”. This reminds me of the
immigrant workers who come to America from all over the world to work in the
United States. They all come because they want to live a better life in a
country they only hear about. According to a website called Wikipedia, under
Origin, the Census shows the top ten foreign countries that come to the United
States every year. The Philippines is one of the top ten who have people coming
into the United States. It shows 1,222,000 Filipino immigrants coming to
America in the year 2000 and predicts that in the year 2010 there will be
1,700,000 Filipino immigrants in the United States. Another part of the book
that came to my attention was Chapter One in “Home Bound” where Espiritu talks
about “Home making”. I had asked Ester “Did you have family in the United
States before you came? “ Her response was “I had relatives who lived in the
United States, but not my immediate family”. Her answer made me think of
Chapter one because Espiritu talks about different ways people make themselves
feel at home away from home. She explains how some people bring home with them
by having thoughts about home. There is also a quote from Gloria Anzaldua in
Espiritu’s book that says, “I am a turtle, wherever I go I carry ‘Home’ on my
back”. This made me think of Ester and the reason she brought her family to the
United States. I believe bringing her family from the Philippines so they can
live with her was a way for her to feel at home. Having someone she can relate
to was of comfort to her and she probably felt happy like she did when she was
back in the Philippines.
Though
sometimes life can be difficult for many immigrants, life can not be impossible.
The interview with Ester Baldovino expanded my knowledge about Filipino
immigrants who struggled to get to America. The interview also reminded me of
the book Home bound by Yen Le Espiritu. Interviewing my dad also made me think
of how all immigrants have the American dream in mind. It showed me different
situations immigrants go through to adapt to a new way of life and how they
succeed by working hard in America. Many immigrants come to the United States
in search of a better life. The ones,
who find it, prosper for themselves and for their family. Ester Baldovino is a
great example of Filipinos who had to leave their home to start a new life in
another country. Her life experience shows how her prospering brought her
brothers and sister the same virtue. Not only did she get what she wanted, but
her brothers and sister got what they also wanted; a better life.